For Mark...that impatient Bastard

So school has started. Again. I think my new goal is just to see how long I can go to school and keep putting off my student loans. Sure I'll be the most educated individual but also that poorest which would be an anomoly. An anomoly who doesn't know how to spell it apparently.

Anyway, this online learning this is pretty cool except that there's no one around to yell at you, which you start to miss, believe it or not. I log on and look at the due dates forms and all of the sudden i'm like "crap...that's due tomorrow. I dont even know what that is." and then you could take a risk by sending an email to the teacher who will never receive it and respond to it by the time it's actually due so you have to just guess on your own anyway.

did i mention i love school?

Side note: Scott has a canker sore. Not that anyone would care. However he seems to think that I care as he has told me about every few minutes throughout the day today. And in between whines about it. So i told him to do a salt water rinse and five minutes later he comes back to ask me , "Do i swish it or swallow it?"
Good lord, if i hadn't been around to ask he would have swallowed it?

While I'm complaining lets have a good rant about terrible people posing as friends. Not any of you of course. Any friends that I have that i talk to or facebook or receive random Im's from...those are good friends. However, it is inexcusably terrible and a sure sign you're going to hell if you suddenly decide you don't want to be friends with someone so you just...stop talking to them. So this person who you've cut off inexplicably tries contacting you over and over again and you finally meet them in person and you say to their face, "I just don't want to be your friend."

Who does that? What kind of person can say things like that and feel fine about themselves at the end of the day? Losers, thats who. People who deserve to be hit by a bus.
To my friends who are my friends....I wouldn't trade you for the world. For every fight or disagreement we've had, i'm sure we've had a thousand more laughs and memories and thats what having friends is all about. You never know if one day you'll wake up and one will be gone, not by choice, but just because thats the way the world wanted it to be. Treasure your friends, take care of them, and make sure they know what they mean to you.

Sap over chumps. My love for you only lasts in spurts. Moving on to work, which is driving me nuts. If national city doesnt fire me for simply my decrease in productivity, all they need to do is check out my internet access, fax machine usage and email correspondance as on a daily basis i send out more resumes than I know what to do with. I think i applied for a rodeo clown position the other day, simply because anything would be better than sitting listening to someone whos just a little power hungry rant and rave about something i did wrong. Also, its not that i actually did something wrong. they're just stupid and so it appears wrong to them. trust me it's right. I have two college degrees (and a third pending) that says so.

Pittsburgh is good though. Was nice and chilly today for the first time and I'm pretty sure I smelled fall approaching.I can't wait for all the trees to change. Pittsburgh is awesome in that it's a city that sits in like...a bowl....and the sides of the bowl are forests. I need friends to come visit. We'll drive around, you'll experience the wonder, you'll ship your things here first class and you can live in our second bedroom. scott won't mind. i just hope you don't mind listening to him complain. incessantly. about a canker sore.

alright, it's time for bed. yes, i realize it's only 7:30 but thats what happens when you become a pseudo adult with a semi real full time job. you become lame.

LOVE.